full of mistakes

the controversial me

breakingpatterns

September 5, 2026

Case Adjourned

Note: Sensitive subjects. Please read with care. It is amazing how the grandparents keep complaining aboutthe grandchildren, so addicted to TV,the laptop, the phone,all the digital media,the comparison to other grandparents,spoiling their grandchildren,butfail to recognize thatthey themselves constantlykeep asking for the same attention,from the momentthe child wakes up and walks in,the constant emotional pressure to… Continue reading

Inside the dark mind, It’s Amazing – Finding a way out, Wounded Belongings

#conflictingthoughts, #divorce, #innervoices, #personalreflections, annoyance, attachments, breakingpatterns, emotionalconflicts, familydynamics, instincts, marriage, mentalhealth, motherhood, silence
July 14, 2026

A wave of sadness in my shore

A wave of unspeakable sadnessCrawls into my being I see my son suffering The storms unfolding Sleeping through my squealing I wish my mother to be hereAn unwavering warmth of earth she bringsCalming down the quakes I shiver withinI witness the suffering withinThe unspeakable seeping sadness How much I tend to stay in the spaceI… Continue reading

Wounded Belongings

answers, anxiety, attachments, attendingthoughts, bond, breakingpatterns, breath, companions, connections, darkness, emotions, experiences, family, family dynamics, generationalhealing, gratitude, gutfeeling, happiness, inner conflicts, innocence, life, lifelessons, love, marriage, memories, mentalhealth, motherdaughterlove, motherhood, nostalgia, pain, reflections, silence, smiles, solitude, suffering, teachings, therapy, unconditionallove, understanding, values, voices, vulnerability, wish, world, writing
March 20, 2026

Next Chapter: Boundaries

Learning to unlearn the emotional dynamics A family group, I created,A known regret, I invited,An attached guilt, I inflicted,To quit seems too difficult,rather, to sit with the difficulty feels suffocating,for the sentimental value,stored in through terms and conditions,feels like a secret approval,to which I did a sign-in to install, and I didn’t sign up to… Continue reading

under the sun

breakingpatterns, emotionalboundaries, emotionallabor, familydynamics, generationalhealing, healing-journey, raisingconsciously, socialcommentary, socialpressure

About Me

Learning, doubting, and finding joy in expressing my thoughts through small poems and stories, I discover the complexities of pain dwelling in a solitary space, prompting me to reflect on the deeper silence. Witnessing this questioning in this quietness, I find myself on a journey, navigating through the lens of family and friends, burdened by life’s endless demands, and unburdening the voiceless noise. I start finding a voice.

My Name is Parvathi

breakingpatterns

Case Adjourned

A wave of sadness in my shore

Next Chapter: Boundaries