full of mistakes

Today I open my blinds,
To treat myself to see me,
Not to step out of the comfort zone,
But to step in to welcome that discomfort,

Though the warnings,
Though the triggers,
Though the tiredness,
A feeling you too watch me,
A feeling you are there with me,
A feeling you sat with me,
Watch me shed,
Watch me wrap,
Watch me grow,

Today, I will be right here by this window,
Watching the sky,
Watching the buildings,
Watching the nature,
The nature that changes,
To watch myself bathe in nature,
To be with nature,

It is brave of me to sit,
To know that deepest wounds,
Those connected emotions,
To write, To paint,
To flush it out in a bonfire,
To have traverse that pinch,
yet not a superhuman,

I feel okay, I feel good,
and I fly with a Curtain Cape,
To mellow down the scorching sunlight,
To rest in the darkness,
To let the twilight fall on me,
To let my superpowers recharge,
for my next journey to be blogged.

– Aug 17, 2022