full of mistakes

What to change,
the first thing that comes to mind,
and why to change follows,
random questions at random times,
is anything making sense is the question now,
or do you want me to change the style,

a knock on the head,
the list under the desk,
list of changes undone,
the ongoing 2022,
the awaiting 2023,
when to start is the spirit,
yesterday got over,
today doesn’t seem to fit,
tomorrow does not look auspicious,
but aiming for the day,
the lucky number lands,
is anything making sense is the question now,
or do you want me to change the script,

willingly taking a u-turn,
it is time to move on,
it is time to let go,
a change I need,
a change I need to reflect on,
is my past so rotten,
is my past so valuable,
everything remains memorable,

looking at the past,
provoking the past,
digging the past,
holding on to the past,
nothing makes sense,
but somethings are for sure to change,
and how to change docks,
is anything making sense is the question now,
or do you want me to change my attitude,

given a life to grow,
provided a life to live,
chosen a life to learn,
a life that ages,
and it is time to understand, to realize,
what is more valuable,

with an entry and an exit,
a day becomes a past,
the past becomes a path,
a path that is closed forever,
that is seeded way ahead,
with all choices, with all changes,
to keep moving, keep going forward,
forward to live the life,
not to stay in the past,
but nothing stops you from reality,

with reality in your eyes,
the sight fades over time,
a path that helps you to know,
educates you to be aware,
is anything making sense right now is the question,
or do you want me to change all over,

a change or millions of changes,
everything in someway makes sense,
changes happening every second, every hour,
every month, every year,
within me, outside of me,
yet some routines stick on,
for my benefit, for others,
but hoping, all the changes to walk towards,
that which I can handle,
that which has an outlook,
that which has a solution,
though not near at least far,
within my reach,

does anything make sense right now is the question,
and I still stand empty-headed,
but hopeful with each change.

– Feb 3, 2022